My Struggle With Anxiety

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Watching Archie learn, love and live over the last two years has been truly magical. I have realised my ambition to be a mum and I feel like I was born to do this job. But for the past 18 months all has not been what it seems to anyone looking in on my idyllic life.

I’ve had anxiety. There, I said it.

Giving birth to my baby boy was breathtaking and beautiful but instantly made me realise the feeling of loss my parents must have felt when we lost our brother at twenty one. I now had what they had lost. Continue reading